So touched by life

So touched

So touched 

So touched

These meetings

This deep-inter-connectedness

This authenticity

This beauty

Openness

Honesty

Opening of heart

Love pouring out

This love to life

Resistance is breaking

as a no to life turns into a yes to life

an obstacle turns into a challenge

darkness turns into light

fear of dancing turns into the joy of spontaneous dancing

fears turns into taking the opportunities to be courageous

insecurity turns into the opportunity to be real

bad self-esteem turns into a wonderful and embracing meeting

ego-structures turns into opportunities to be vulnerable and real

to just let go of this mask of pretending

Negative feelings are accepted

this daring of accepting flaws, of seeing the ego

to listen to what others see, and to dare to

confront it in oneself

Life is lived fully

To patiently observe these structures that have been controlling ones whole life 

Limiting life to a robotic, monotonic, false-sounding song

and allow it to be transformed into a harmonious, beautiful symphony

To allow the Master-Conductor to guide this

Waking up with a yes instead of a no

Daring to feel the no

The sun shines through all the clouds

Warms up the heart

The heart wakes up

It starts to pulsate and vibrate

And erupts into a spontaneous dance.

Open meetings

Letting the heart all wide-open

All open, all vulnerable

to lifes grinding

Grinding the layers that clogged the vehicles
That are providing the heart with ever pulsating life

These identities that stopped life from flowing.

This no to existence, no to reality, no to life

this escape from reality into pseudo--reality

Hiding behind a facade, a mask,

Playing a role instead of living life fully

All these demands that had been experienced

All pressures, all the stress, all negativity, 

This feeling of that life is tough

They are all fading away

And when the feeling comes up

It can be embraced

Like the beloved child that ran away from home

Here everyone is welcome

Here everyone can be free

To participate in this spontaneous dance

Embracing and facing reality

This escaping and fear of hell turned out to be hell

And this accepting fear and life as it is,

To embrace life instead of fearing and reject life, turned out to be heaven